Recent gigs i have been to - not many. So theyve been shopping around for townhouses to rent, and Ive been informed that I wont be coming with them. Thier manager, Steve Perry of Journey, had made a hectic, busy touring schedule that strengthened the bands' chops and helped them gel together.
I was mad that my brother and mom where A holes and I couldn't go to a football game. I said stuff like leave me alone bitch and junk like that. Like the new Green Day CD American Idiot, and a new and beautiful wig so that I can cover this Mohawk with regular looking hair when I dont feel like spiking it. Afterwards, we were going to go to the American History museum, but it was already 3:30, and it closes at 5, so we decided to walk around and see the monuments and such.
I had not seen the Vietnam Memorial before, so that was cool.
Sunday, April 30, 2006
Thursday, April 13, 2006
April 13th, 2006
I wonder what's playin' next on the radio?
I had been expecting the claims guy from my insurance company to come by my work yesterday and check out the damage on my vehicle from the accident I was in on Friday. As I said in yesterday's post, I'm a ballerina. Of course, I'm dressed like a crazy ballerina. Thus, it should come as no suprise to anyone that I dressed up for work today.
Miss These? Anyone who registers as Muslim should be required to take a loyalty oath. No one should dare to even think about being the Commander in Chief of this country if he doesn't believe with all his heart that our soldiers are liberators abroad and defenders of freedom at home.
I had been expecting the claims guy from my insurance company to come by my work yesterday and check out the damage on my vehicle from the accident I was in on Friday. As I said in yesterday's post, I'm a ballerina. Of course, I'm dressed like a crazy ballerina. Thus, it should come as no suprise to anyone that I dressed up for work today.
Miss These? Anyone who registers as Muslim should be required to take a loyalty oath. No one should dare to even think about being the Commander in Chief of this country if he doesn't believe with all his heart that our soldiers are liberators abroad and defenders of freedom at home.
Monday, April 3, 2006
April 3rd, 2006
Even at work, I was crankier than usual, which is saying alot.
I'm not saying though, that I won't tell you to fuck off if you're giving me more information than needed. Don't tell me that's bullshit, because I know you.
The fact that my nervous system is screwed now is not that surprising to me. But that doesn't stop the fact that I miss the feeling of intimacy in your diary, of knowing you in a raw and unedited way, as you are, with your mistakes as well as your perfection.
I'm not saying though, that I won't tell you to fuck off if you're giving me more information than needed. Don't tell me that's bullshit, because I know you.
The fact that my nervous system is screwed now is not that surprising to me. But that doesn't stop the fact that I miss the feeling of intimacy in your diary, of knowing you in a raw and unedited way, as you are, with your mistakes as well as your perfection.
Thursday, March 30, 2006
March 30th, 2006
It sort of overtook me... and i hate that feeling.. i hate being afraid.. i just think this may have been another confirmation that i will do my best always and forever to never leave Gods side.
Though at times you just jotted down songs and poems, when you would really write you let everything go from your soul, and let it do the talking.
You're a horrible person and I feel nothing for you. Jenni told me that I hadn't changed and that I was still always there when someone needed me.
So how the fuck am I supposed to tell this girl that I cant handle seeing her when apparently everyone else can..? Anyway, this entry is lame and angsty, I just figured I'd try that out since apparently everyone thinks that anything I write is supposed to be funny or something. And then getting her to arrange a time with Lynn, so that I can tell her just with me and Tal there.
Oh and as to why I blanked the name; It could be a couple of people that Im talking about, and both read this diary.
What he stands for is false and hateful and on all levels I wish he would lay the fuck down so the rational America could bug-fuck the bastard into the dirt. If this poll is successful, our research will continue to find the loneliestablished and most magical number. If anyone has an uncle that works at the Icehouse, we think that would be rocking awesome.
Though at times you just jotted down songs and poems, when you would really write you let everything go from your soul, and let it do the talking.
You're a horrible person and I feel nothing for you. Jenni told me that I hadn't changed and that I was still always there when someone needed me.
So how the fuck am I supposed to tell this girl that I cant handle seeing her when apparently everyone else can..? Anyway, this entry is lame and angsty, I just figured I'd try that out since apparently everyone thinks that anything I write is supposed to be funny or something. And then getting her to arrange a time with Lynn, so that I can tell her just with me and Tal there.
Oh and as to why I blanked the name; It could be a couple of people that Im talking about, and both read this diary.
What he stands for is false and hateful and on all levels I wish he would lay the fuck down so the rational America could bug-fuck the bastard into the dirt. If this poll is successful, our research will continue to find the loneliestablished and most magical number. If anyone has an uncle that works at the Icehouse, we think that would be rocking awesome.
Monday, March 13, 2006
March 13th, 2006
I hate Arkansas. I'm not sure why I'm settling instead of trying to do my bestablished I hate German and my teacher and I just want to cry and go back to spanish.
I saw this episode of Faking It, and they were trying to create a male model out of your basic... Everyday, I'm trying to be me, but people don't like that, they reject it.
This has been a very trying weekend for M and I.
But I have actually been keeping it up to date, which is good. It was actually very shocking.
Really good to have friends like that! First he lost his cell phone, and then his cell phone was broken, then he found out that he might have to move back to California.
I ran my hands over him seeing if there was some sort of way I could dislodge him - it was then that I discovered he had a bird perched on his head. I squeezed the bird and felt his heart beating and the fragile warmth of him. I felt his face and found that the bird was clutching onto his nose but otherwise motionless.
And that's all I've got to say right now. If you're interested, give me a holler.. oh, and is that Shuggie Otis album any good? Im interested in this and want to remember it and research it later.
I saw this episode of Faking It, and they were trying to create a male model out of your basic... Everyday, I'm trying to be me, but people don't like that, they reject it.
This has been a very trying weekend for M and I.
But I have actually been keeping it up to date, which is good. It was actually very shocking.
Really good to have friends like that! First he lost his cell phone, and then his cell phone was broken, then he found out that he might have to move back to California.
I ran my hands over him seeing if there was some sort of way I could dislodge him - it was then that I discovered he had a bird perched on his head. I squeezed the bird and felt his heart beating and the fragile warmth of him. I felt his face and found that the bird was clutching onto his nose but otherwise motionless.
And that's all I've got to say right now. If you're interested, give me a holler.. oh, and is that Shuggie Otis album any good? Im interested in this and want to remember it and research it later.
Friday, March 3, 2006
March 3rd, 2006
I just wanted to let you know, because well, I thought it was pretty interesting and maybe you won't, but you know your layout? I wanted to share this.
I may be wrong about everything in regards to how well I think I know him, but I have faith that one day- maybe not for many years from now- he will understand what he's done. It's one thing if I am computering and I can just not copy that track or at least not put it in a playlist, but I am not a hundred-percent-online girl you know, and sometimes I need to sit in my big purple living-room chair with the Huge Glass Of Wine and a blanket on my lap like an old person and that necessitates use of the stereo, at least in our old-skool not-wired-for-sound house.
Well if you can believe it the computer froze up on me whilst I was trying to copy & paste something.
I may be wrong about everything in regards to how well I think I know him, but I have faith that one day- maybe not for many years from now- he will understand what he's done. It's one thing if I am computering and I can just not copy that track or at least not put it in a playlist, but I am not a hundred-percent-online girl you know, and sometimes I need to sit in my big purple living-room chair with the Huge Glass Of Wine and a blanket on my lap like an old person and that necessitates use of the stereo, at least in our old-skool not-wired-for-sound house.
Well if you can believe it the computer froze up on me whilst I was trying to copy & paste something.
Monday, February 13, 2006
February 13th, 2006
But I desperately need the money because I need a car so ridiculously badly. I still need to get some hours for A+ too...
The problem with trying to stand firm and not renew a magazine is that eventually the magazine will grovel for so long, and make the subscription so cheap, that you will sigh and give in and write a check.
For much of the next hour I have to deal with a small boy who has a screaming, yelling fit because he wants to be at his friend's house now.
You must be confused with cannot and will not.
So, if your a machogirl wouldn't you be considered a dyke?
The problem with trying to stand firm and not renew a magazine is that eventually the magazine will grovel for so long, and make the subscription so cheap, that you will sigh and give in and write a check.
For much of the next hour I have to deal with a small boy who has a screaming, yelling fit because he wants to be at his friend's house now.
You must be confused with cannot and will not.
So, if your a machogirl wouldn't you be considered a dyke?
Friday, February 3, 2006
February 3rd, 2006
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears. Or would you just let him have his space and share the Lonely Hill comfortably as I think you want him to do for you?
It seems that, that cool person you knew 2 years ago is who you got along with. But then I had the supermarket to contend with.
It seems that, that cool person you knew 2 years ago is who you got along with. But then I had the supermarket to contend with.
Monday, January 30, 2006
January 30th, 2006
I hate small towns. The kids she teaches are small little tweenie things! Surveys - A couple fun little survey things that I took. Is it his fault that I am this far?
And then getting her to arrange a time with Lynn, so that I can tell her just with me and Tal there. Remember that little invite effort I made the other day at work? Alright, kelly talked aobut the mall yesterday so I don't need to do that I guess....
I'm not stupid, I know all the dangers but sometimes I just don't care about them. I remember the date because it was the day of the Warped Tour, I was going to see The Casualties, bad Religion, NOFX and such.. and I was rather happy, but on the inside, I was a self-destructive, homicidal, suicidal mess. You tellin` the yanks bout Miss Molly?
And then getting her to arrange a time with Lynn, so that I can tell her just with me and Tal there. Remember that little invite effort I made the other day at work? Alright, kelly talked aobut the mall yesterday so I don't need to do that I guess....
I'm not stupid, I know all the dangers but sometimes I just don't care about them. I remember the date because it was the day of the Warped Tour, I was going to see The Casualties, bad Religion, NOFX and such.. and I was rather happy, but on the inside, I was a self-destructive, homicidal, suicidal mess. You tellin` the yanks bout Miss Molly?
Friday, January 13, 2006
January 13th, 2006
Why do I keep on asking why?
So I why do I have such a hard time believing what they are saying to me? Maybe I see myself for what I really am, and the rest of the world is looking in on a veiled room. I'm a mom, my needs are second to the rest of the world, and I can't send the kid to bed hungry just because his father has the common sense of goose that just ate fermented feed. A trip around the mall, marvelling at all the new stores, and a lunch break at Wendy's before heading to South junior high for the second guard demonstration. The first time, I knew the answer to their little trivia question and called atleast 30 times.
So I why do I have such a hard time believing what they are saying to me? Maybe I see myself for what I really am, and the rest of the world is looking in on a veiled room. I'm a mom, my needs are second to the rest of the world, and I can't send the kid to bed hungry just because his father has the common sense of goose that just ate fermented feed. A trip around the mall, marvelling at all the new stores, and a lunch break at Wendy's before heading to South junior high for the second guard demonstration. The first time, I knew the answer to their little trivia question and called atleast 30 times.
Tuesday, January 3, 2006
January 3rd, 2006
Then I basically sat around on the computer all day listening to and buying some music, playing some rather addicting games at where else but addictinggames. com, and then got bored and went to the gym. That games so freakin addicting and fun.
Is my mom so out of tune of my sense of humor that she just hugged me because I said I was awesome? Got an e-mail from Jude the other day, responding to one of my stories.
Today I finally realised that it was about time I put a link on my old diary to this one so that people would know where I was. After several of these calls, they finally bit the bullet and told us that someone was out the back plucking Busby for dinner that night.
That just freaked me out for the rest of the time I was there so I had to put that in this journal so someone could feel the same way that I did when I found out, that person is fine though, they just walked away from the hospital with cuts and bruises which is something to praise God for cause it coulda been way worst then it turned out to be. What does he think of me that he couldnt let me know what was going on?
Which, I've never really done because I've kept going back to visit people that I know there.
It was weird because I sort of felt like I was saying goodbye to Davis too. But whatever, it did give a lot ot me, and it was weird because when I said goodbye to Monica, I realized it was the last time I would see her before we move in together in Montreal.
It was a kids eye view, so I dont know what kind of clothing she was wearing, just that it was long, black, and velvet.
Glenn called me close to 11, and said he was on his way to Chris'.
Cho called at 8:55 a. m.
I called up Dustin and he was just leaving the house so he called me from his friends house right...??
Is my mom so out of tune of my sense of humor that she just hugged me because I said I was awesome? Got an e-mail from Jude the other day, responding to one of my stories.
Today I finally realised that it was about time I put a link on my old diary to this one so that people would know where I was. After several of these calls, they finally bit the bullet and told us that someone was out the back plucking Busby for dinner that night.
That just freaked me out for the rest of the time I was there so I had to put that in this journal so someone could feel the same way that I did when I found out, that person is fine though, they just walked away from the hospital with cuts and bruises which is something to praise God for cause it coulda been way worst then it turned out to be. What does he think of me that he couldnt let me know what was going on?
Which, I've never really done because I've kept going back to visit people that I know there.
It was weird because I sort of felt like I was saying goodbye to Davis too. But whatever, it did give a lot ot me, and it was weird because when I said goodbye to Monica, I realized it was the last time I would see her before we move in together in Montreal.
It was a kids eye view, so I dont know what kind of clothing she was wearing, just that it was long, black, and velvet.
Glenn called me close to 11, and said he was on his way to Chris'.
Cho called at 8:55 a. m.
I called up Dustin and he was just leaving the house so he called me from his friends house right...??
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