Monday, January 30, 2006

January 30th, 2006

I hate small towns. The kids she teaches are small little tweenie things! Surveys - A couple fun little survey things that I took. Is it his fault that I am this far?

And then getting her to arrange a time with Lynn, so that I can tell her just with me and Tal there. Remember that little invite effort I made the other day at work? Alright, kelly talked aobut the mall yesterday so I don't need to do that I guess....

I'm not stupid, I know all the dangers but sometimes I just don't care about them. I remember the date because it was the day of the Warped Tour, I was going to see The Casualties, bad Religion, NOFX and such.. and I was rather happy, but on the inside, I was a self-destructive, homicidal, suicidal mess. You tellin` the yanks bout Miss Molly?

Friday, January 13, 2006

January 13th, 2006

Why do I keep on asking why?

So I why do I have such a hard time believing what they are saying to me? Maybe I see myself for what I really am, and the rest of the world is looking in on a veiled room. I'm a mom, my needs are second to the rest of the world, and I can't send the kid to bed hungry just because his father has the common sense of goose that just ate fermented feed. A trip around the mall, marvelling at all the new stores, and a lunch break at Wendy's before heading to South junior high for the second guard demonstration. The first time, I knew the answer to their little trivia question and called atleast 30 times.

Tuesday, January 3, 2006

January 3rd, 2006

Then I basically sat around on the computer all day listening to and buying some music, playing some rather addicting games at where else but addictinggames. com, and then got bored and went to the gym. That games so freakin addicting and fun.

Is my mom so out of tune of my sense of humor that she just hugged me because I said I was awesome? Got an e-mail from Jude the other day, responding to one of my stories.

Today I finally realised that it was about time I put a link on my old diary to this one so that people would know where I was. After several of these calls, they finally bit the bullet and told us that someone was out the back plucking Busby for dinner that night.

That just freaked me out for the rest of the time I was there so I had to put that in this journal so someone could feel the same way that I did when I found out, that person is fine though, they just walked away from the hospital with cuts and bruises which is something to praise God for cause it coulda been way worst then it turned out to be. What does he think of me that he couldnt let me know what was going on?

Which, I've never really done because I've kept going back to visit people that I know there.

It was weird because I sort of felt like I was saying goodbye to Davis too. But whatever, it did give a lot ot me, and it was weird because when I said goodbye to Monica, I realized it was the last time I would see her before we move in together in Montreal.

It was a kids eye view, so I dont know what kind of clothing she was wearing, just that it was long, black, and velvet.

Glenn called me close to 11, and said he was on his way to Chris'.

Cho called at 8:55 a. m.

I called up Dustin and he was just leaving the house so he called me from his friends house right...??