I wonder what's playin' next on the radio?
I had been expecting the claims guy from my insurance company to come by my work yesterday and check out the damage on my vehicle from the accident I was in on Friday. As I said in yesterday's post, I'm a ballerina. Of course, I'm dressed like a crazy ballerina. Thus, it should come as no suprise to anyone that I dressed up for work today.
Miss These? Anyone who registers as Muslim should be required to take a loyalty oath. No one should dare to even think about being the Commander in Chief of this country if he doesn't believe with all his heart that our soldiers are liberators abroad and defenders of freedom at home.
Thursday, April 13, 2006
Monday, April 3, 2006
April 3rd, 2006
Even at work, I was crankier than usual, which is saying alot.
I'm not saying though, that I won't tell you to fuck off if you're giving me more information than needed. Don't tell me that's bullshit, because I know you.
The fact that my nervous system is screwed now is not that surprising to me. But that doesn't stop the fact that I miss the feeling of intimacy in your diary, of knowing you in a raw and unedited way, as you are, with your mistakes as well as your perfection.
I'm not saying though, that I won't tell you to fuck off if you're giving me more information than needed. Don't tell me that's bullshit, because I know you.
The fact that my nervous system is screwed now is not that surprising to me. But that doesn't stop the fact that I miss the feeling of intimacy in your diary, of knowing you in a raw and unedited way, as you are, with your mistakes as well as your perfection.
Thursday, March 30, 2006
March 30th, 2006
It sort of overtook me... and i hate that feeling.. i hate being afraid.. i just think this may have been another confirmation that i will do my best always and forever to never leave Gods side.
Though at times you just jotted down songs and poems, when you would really write you let everything go from your soul, and let it do the talking.
You're a horrible person and I feel nothing for you. Jenni told me that I hadn't changed and that I was still always there when someone needed me.
So how the fuck am I supposed to tell this girl that I cant handle seeing her when apparently everyone else can..? Anyway, this entry is lame and angsty, I just figured I'd try that out since apparently everyone thinks that anything I write is supposed to be funny or something. And then getting her to arrange a time with Lynn, so that I can tell her just with me and Tal there.
Oh and as to why I blanked the name; It could be a couple of people that Im talking about, and both read this diary.
What he stands for is false and hateful and on all levels I wish he would lay the fuck down so the rational America could bug-fuck the bastard into the dirt. If this poll is successful, our research will continue to find the loneliestablished and most magical number. If anyone has an uncle that works at the Icehouse, we think that would be rocking awesome.
Though at times you just jotted down songs and poems, when you would really write you let everything go from your soul, and let it do the talking.
You're a horrible person and I feel nothing for you. Jenni told me that I hadn't changed and that I was still always there when someone needed me.
So how the fuck am I supposed to tell this girl that I cant handle seeing her when apparently everyone else can..? Anyway, this entry is lame and angsty, I just figured I'd try that out since apparently everyone thinks that anything I write is supposed to be funny or something. And then getting her to arrange a time with Lynn, so that I can tell her just with me and Tal there.
Oh and as to why I blanked the name; It could be a couple of people that Im talking about, and both read this diary.
What he stands for is false and hateful and on all levels I wish he would lay the fuck down so the rational America could bug-fuck the bastard into the dirt. If this poll is successful, our research will continue to find the loneliestablished and most magical number. If anyone has an uncle that works at the Icehouse, we think that would be rocking awesome.
Monday, March 13, 2006
March 13th, 2006
I hate Arkansas. I'm not sure why I'm settling instead of trying to do my bestablished I hate German and my teacher and I just want to cry and go back to spanish.
I saw this episode of Faking It, and they were trying to create a male model out of your basic... Everyday, I'm trying to be me, but people don't like that, they reject it.
This has been a very trying weekend for M and I.
But I have actually been keeping it up to date, which is good. It was actually very shocking.
Really good to have friends like that! First he lost his cell phone, and then his cell phone was broken, then he found out that he might have to move back to California.
I ran my hands over him seeing if there was some sort of way I could dislodge him - it was then that I discovered he had a bird perched on his head. I squeezed the bird and felt his heart beating and the fragile warmth of him. I felt his face and found that the bird was clutching onto his nose but otherwise motionless.
And that's all I've got to say right now. If you're interested, give me a holler.. oh, and is that Shuggie Otis album any good? Im interested in this and want to remember it and research it later.
I saw this episode of Faking It, and they were trying to create a male model out of your basic... Everyday, I'm trying to be me, but people don't like that, they reject it.
This has been a very trying weekend for M and I.
But I have actually been keeping it up to date, which is good. It was actually very shocking.
Really good to have friends like that! First he lost his cell phone, and then his cell phone was broken, then he found out that he might have to move back to California.
I ran my hands over him seeing if there was some sort of way I could dislodge him - it was then that I discovered he had a bird perched on his head. I squeezed the bird and felt his heart beating and the fragile warmth of him. I felt his face and found that the bird was clutching onto his nose but otherwise motionless.
And that's all I've got to say right now. If you're interested, give me a holler.. oh, and is that Shuggie Otis album any good? Im interested in this and want to remember it and research it later.
Friday, March 3, 2006
March 3rd, 2006
I just wanted to let you know, because well, I thought it was pretty interesting and maybe you won't, but you know your layout? I wanted to share this.
I may be wrong about everything in regards to how well I think I know him, but I have faith that one day- maybe not for many years from now- he will understand what he's done. It's one thing if I am computering and I can just not copy that track or at least not put it in a playlist, but I am not a hundred-percent-online girl you know, and sometimes I need to sit in my big purple living-room chair with the Huge Glass Of Wine and a blanket on my lap like an old person and that necessitates use of the stereo, at least in our old-skool not-wired-for-sound house.
Well if you can believe it the computer froze up on me whilst I was trying to copy & paste something.
I may be wrong about everything in regards to how well I think I know him, but I have faith that one day- maybe not for many years from now- he will understand what he's done. It's one thing if I am computering and I can just not copy that track or at least not put it in a playlist, but I am not a hundred-percent-online girl you know, and sometimes I need to sit in my big purple living-room chair with the Huge Glass Of Wine and a blanket on my lap like an old person and that necessitates use of the stereo, at least in our old-skool not-wired-for-sound house.
Well if you can believe it the computer froze up on me whilst I was trying to copy & paste something.
Monday, February 13, 2006
February 13th, 2006
But I desperately need the money because I need a car so ridiculously badly. I still need to get some hours for A+ too...
The problem with trying to stand firm and not renew a magazine is that eventually the magazine will grovel for so long, and make the subscription so cheap, that you will sigh and give in and write a check.
For much of the next hour I have to deal with a small boy who has a screaming, yelling fit because he wants to be at his friend's house now.
You must be confused with cannot and will not.
So, if your a machogirl wouldn't you be considered a dyke?
The problem with trying to stand firm and not renew a magazine is that eventually the magazine will grovel for so long, and make the subscription so cheap, that you will sigh and give in and write a check.
For much of the next hour I have to deal with a small boy who has a screaming, yelling fit because he wants to be at his friend's house now.
You must be confused with cannot and will not.
So, if your a machogirl wouldn't you be considered a dyke?
Friday, February 3, 2006
February 3rd, 2006
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears. Or would you just let him have his space and share the Lonely Hill comfortably as I think you want him to do for you?
It seems that, that cool person you knew 2 years ago is who you got along with. But then I had the supermarket to contend with.
It seems that, that cool person you knew 2 years ago is who you got along with. But then I had the supermarket to contend with.
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